I hope I see my gf soon. I’m missing her too much at the moment. Stupid busy life; stupid lack of money.
And I have missed saying goodnight to my girlfriend Philippa. There is always something missing if I don’t say goodnight. She falls asleep so quickly!
But yeah we’re really getting somewhere with our relationship that formed from complete nothingness! I never thought on my very drunk and depressed new years that it would be a matter of weeks before I’d find a girl I actually wanted to be with, and not even have to go searching!
Philippa is pretty much the best thing that’s happened in my life, especially with relationships. I’ve had a lot of turmoil and not nice times with girls and she’s kinda changed the state of play completely. I always know where I stand with her, she never moves the goal posts, she even kisses me when I’m sick! However, I know that when she looks at me and smiles, she genuinely is happy; when she says I love you, she means it.
She’s off to uni this September though, which is in Bath. Not too far away, but I just hope she doesn’t find someone better than me, cos let’s face it, I’m only a bass player, and NO ONE wants to be with the bass player (how I got Philippa to is beyond me!).
I’m serious about her and I’m gonna make sure she always knows that. She’s one of those people you kinda want to be around, and I want to be around her for a long time.